I hate going to the hospital because of you. Because I love you too much. Being traumatized is only an understatement. I’m being brought to tears just remembering it. It also made me realize that it’s just another part of life, but for some reason I never want to go back, I never want to experience something like that again. When I heard that my friend’s grandfather passed away, I felt his pain, I don’t want anyone to go through that, but I know it’s a process of life.

I miss you grandma, I think about you all the time. The bracelet you gave me means the world to me, it hangs next to me every night I sleep. Don’t worry, you’re not forgotten, and I’m okay now. I just miss you.